Hmmm...
After such a long time! I didn't UPDATE anything at all! Gosh! I am so lazy.
But after awhile, I think I should update my blog more often...
I was at Cameron Highlands to start my year... 2010~! With my juniors and seniors. It was fantastic! One of the most exciting and inspirational experience I ever had. I regained some "conciousness" and "realization", at least, some confidence. Seeing my juniors, made me realized, that everything is possible, as long as you have hope and the courage to do it.
It help me to reflect what I did and help me to clear my way, and be ready to embrace the future. A good start.
There is so many things I wanted to do, one of them, to further my studies, but I am not sure how commited I am to start and will I ever, complete it? Ah! Time to ponder!
Seriously, things are moving fast, and will be even faster. Guess what? I plan to make blogging, something more serious, putting more effort to it. End of the day, blogging may able to help me to, well, reflect myself at the time (of writing), I like to read my previous posting and say, "Gosh, I felt that way? What was I thinking?" :-)
On 28th Jan, something interesting happened. Someone I cared about long time ago, mysteriously "appear" to me.
More like, stumble upon, I don't know what I was thinking, I click on that person's nick and start to type some greeting to that person and we chatted for a good while. And I felt shocked and this person gave me quite a few surprising answers.
I don't know how to describe my feeling then. However, I know for sure, it didn't hurt me as much as previously. I lost something, someone, somewhere, somehow. Where did it when wrong?
I have no answer to it.
Simply because, I don't know.
It's funny, human are, indeed, fragile. Emotionally hampered creature, eh? BUT, I was told, human has strong mental and emotion, well, maybe it doesn't apply to everyone I think.
I am now listening to some slow, beautiful, yet sad songs. Should I be sad or be disappointed? Both or none? Maybe, none, I didn't felt speechless for a long time already. Is this bad or good? Maybe not so good for me. I keep telling myself, "It's OK. It's alright. It's not a big deal." And I think, I can survive this through. Just like the song; I Will Survive by Gloria Gaynor. Love this song a lot!
I had never posted Lynelle's pics here. I will post and touch on Lynelle from time to time. She is such a babe, but can be very naughty at times! I still miss Baby, from time to time, in a good way.
[I am Lynelle Nozomi, I am here to accompany Leo!]
Well, Lynelle is about 3 1/2 months now. But she is HUGE! Must be the food intake, large quantity! Haha! She is taking Science Plan and she can now RUN, very fast! Damn, I can't even catch her sometimes! :-) And, SHE LOVE MY BED, well, I can use some love from her though! She is such a good alarm clock! She will wake me up at around 6 or 7am each day. Kill me!
I gotta go now. She is sleepy (just the same for me!) and she is eyeing on my bed again *sigh*!
Night!
Regards,
Leo
